Nomad

I do not have a family. Do not have a home. I have never lived. I do not exist.
Another empty and abandoned building. I cannot live this life anymore.

I recall a time when a male told me that whatever prayers I did would not be accepted by the Lord, and that I was nothing in the eyes of God because supposedly, I have a liaison with the devil.
Another male had told me that for my whole life I have been pretending.
My interests, my love, my art -- the other male claims is untrue and that I do it for attention.

But everything they say is false! I believe in my existence!
I define my own life and I do not lie to myself.

Sometimes I , for my own, feel ultimately far from everyone else.
What do they whisper? Why do they utter those words?

I need to try to find myself again. They took myself away from me.

:22 June 2012